no more.. please

23:28:28 Lilla:

i was chatting with Him

and he keeps sayin it would be good to sleep with me..

but when i ask him if i can call him cos i have too much free call time to slovakia, he says no

better not to.

and last time he said he will come to see me when i'm in slovakia..

what the fuck it means?

am i only a whore for him or what?

23:30:37 Rusty:

honest answer.. it sounds like he just wants sex

which is shit

i mean i've had girls that its just sex..... you have to much to offer

and would probably be an AWSOME girl friend

he has no excuse

23:31:31 Lilla:

and i really love him.. and he knows it

but he is not the only one who would like me just for sex..

the guy from market i told u about... 

23:33:18 Rusty:

yeah

that you had the sexy dream about

23:33:35 Lilla:

he has a gf and they have baby now.. and he still told me he would like..

and he just told me he has a gf... didn't mention the baby..

23:34:52 Rusty:

ah

23:34:53 Lilla:

i heard it from two different people..

23:34:59 Rusty:

god

i mean i honestly think there is no problem with just wanting sex from someone

just fucking people with no love involved is fine

as long as both people agree

23:35:47 Lilla:

as long as both agree

but noone asked me about my feelings..

it's just 'I want to fuck you'

23:37:04 Rusty:

yeah

:/

23:37:11 Lilla:

i hate it...

that's why i didn't even kiss charlie when i could..

not only my morals.

charlie and noone else..

23:38:41 Rusty:

yeah

23:38:50 Lilla:  

i kiss when i really feel it..

and this feeling haven't come since Him...

23:40:30 Rusty:

yup

23:40:47 Lilla:

and now he gives me this shit..

23:41:30 Rusty:

guy sound slike a jerk

23:41:53 Lilla:

i don't know what's wrong...

he could have any girl, even just for sex..

but he says he haven't had any after me...

and tells me he has soo big lack of sex..

and it would be great with me..

but he doesn't want to be with me..

am i doing something wrong?

23:45:49 Rusty:

no

the guy is a duche bag 

23:46:32 Lilla:

so how is possible i feel something for such a moron?

i don't want to..

no more

23:48:31 Rusty:

yeah.. i dunno 

love works in funny ways

23:48:53 Lilla:

i hate it..

i hate the way it hurts

i want no more.. please